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Heart Game: dreamwalker variety
WHO: Macaque and dreamwalker participants
WHAT: Soul explorations
WHEN: any point during Feb 20-24
WHERE: dream world that looks remarkably like Macaque's soul
WARNINGS: will be marked
WHAT: Soul explorations
WHEN: any point during Feb 20-24
WHERE: dream world that looks remarkably like Macaque's soul
WARNINGS: will be marked

Re: Lobby
[ Been there, done that, got the t-shirt. ]
If she tried to weaponise Epsilon, that could be an issue. [ She looks at her hand, gently flexing her fingers. Thinking back to the Memorial Garden, and the choice she'd made; to the flood of electric blue settling into her synapses. ] Hard to say for sure.
Re: Lobby
"Hm. Use your judgment, I guess. Being ready for it can only do so much sometimes. Much as I want her blasted out of my soul, and much as I think you'd be a great prospect for being the one to do it, if it would be rough on you then it's not worth it."
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[ what if! even more hug! … somehow. ]
I'm gonna try. [ She smiles a little, quiet steel amidst the softness. ] I wouldn't walk away from this anymore than I'd walk away from Nyssa if we find her in Wash-nii's soul. You're worth fighting for ... and I know I can help.
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"You'll need this. I can't really say what it'll do because the unconcious mind doesn't work that way, but when you need it, it'll work."
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[ GOSH ]
[ She holds out a hand for it, wide-eyed ]
It's so pretty! ... And super badass and ooey-gooey mushy, I bet.
Re: Lobby
He hands the ball over. She'll find that if she puts it away in a pocket or something, the light dims away.
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monkeypigeon she is. So cool. So shiny. ]- Oh! Speaking of shiny [ she did not use that word outloud, girl please ] - I meant to ask, if I wanna talk to you will it be similar to how it was last time? Harder the deeper I go?
[ (The connection makes sense in her head, okay) ]
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"Hm. I think it will probably be the same. The lower you go the less changes there will be from the first time. A lot about the upper levels has probably changed given how I've let people in, but those changes take time to sink all the way into the unconscious."
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Mm, that makes a lot of sense. [ She takes another moment to peer around the space they're in, taking in all the way it's changed. ]
... The gaps we filled, back then. Are they still settling? Still changing?
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Got it.
And if there's anything I can do to support you — here, or out there, with the changes or anything else … I guess it goes without saying, but still — I'll do my best.
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"I don't think there's much that needs doing in here other than getting rid of her, but if you find something feel free to do whatever you think is best. If you all me, I'll try to answer."
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Y'know, it's —
[ Lightly flaps a hand, c'mon, thoughts, c'mon, words. ]
The idea of … being here just to be here, because I'm me and you're you and we are who we are to each other — the idea of it maybe being something we could share, instead of 'just' a necessary evil …
[ Chuckles sheepishly, ducking her head. ]
… I dunno how to put it into words. Sorry.
Re: Lobby
"I think you're putting it just fine. And you're right as well. What we are to each other has changed this heart for the better, so I'd like to share it with you. I don't mind you looking, I don't want to hide anything from you."