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Re: UN: FreeDyver - Text (After Movie Night #5...Sometime post-deal.)

[castaside]

I have hurt you, though.

I've never had kids to have a line with before, so I can't say that I'll never soften that position a little. It might evolve. I know that I have to put them first, but the rest I'm figuring out as I go.

What line would you possibly have to move?

Re: UN: FreeDyver - Text (After Movie Night #5...Sometime post-deal.)

[tethered_roamer]

It was an accident. You're not planning to again.

Putting them first isn't the problem at all. They need you.

I need to deal with the fact that kids always having the people that are parenting for them on their side, in basically everything. That's all. If it's expected that they do, then me not doing that is the weird part. It's the thing that makes me feel less safe and if I can work through that then I be able to eventually be able to feel fully safe.

Re: UN: FreeDyver - Text (After Movie Night #5...Sometime post-deal.)

[castaside]

Not planning to, but I can't promise that I won't do it unintentionally.

So you're saying that my relationship with my kids highlights what you've lost in your life? Something like that?

Re: UN: FreeDyver - Text (After Movie Night #5...Sometime post-deal.)

[tethered_roamer]

That's normal though. In general.

And no. I'm saying that knowing one side will always be taken makes me feel unsafe because I've seen been through all of the pain that doing that cause already. And if that's what's normal then I need to work on being okay with that. Not your actual relationship. That I'm happy with for all of you.

Re: UN: FreeDyver - Text (After Movie Night #5...Sometime post-deal.)

[castaside]

Normal but unpleasant. And in my case unnecessary at times.

I see. I'm sorry. I don't know what to do with that.

Re: UN: FreeDyver - Text (After Movie Night #5...Sometime post-deal.)

[tethered_roamer]

That's why you not planning to matters.

It's fine. That's why I have to figure it out however I can.

Re: UN: FreeDyver - Text (After Movie Night #5...Sometime post-deal.)

[castaside]

If it matters, I'm glad of it.

All right. If there's anything you need from me, ask. I can't promise I'll be able to do it, but I at least want to know.

Re: UN: FreeDyver - Text (After Movie Night #5...Sometime post-deal.)

[tethered_roamer]

If I think of something I will. Thanks, Macaque. For talking too.

Re: UN: FreeDyver - Text (After Movie Night #5...Sometime post-deal.)

[castaside]

Sure. Hopefully the talking will help at some point.

Re: UN: FreeDyver - Text (After Movie Night #5...Sometime post-deal.)

[tethered_roamer]

Can't hurt.

Re: UN: FreeDyver - Text (After Movie Night #5...Sometime post-deal.)

[castaside]

In that case, I'll talk to you soon.

Re: UN: FreeDyver - Text (After Movie Night #5...Sometime post-deal.)

[tethered_roamer]

I'll look forward to it.