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Spoke to MK. Is sealing away his monkey form harmful for him?

We're not sure, but probably. He's got no experience with seals like this, and his emotions seem to be dulled. It's like some sick déjà vu.

I tried to talk him into removing the seal but he's afraid he'll hurt someone else. I'm working on it.

What did he say to you specifically? Maybe it'll help with my convincing.

Why am I unfortunately not surprised. He offered to try to find a way to erase his memories of my weaknesses. Of course I immediately told him that that wasn't at all what I wanted and he didn't need to do something like that, but that that was his first solution is telling.

Goddammit, MK.

Did he indicate that he wasn't going to or do I need to look out for that too?

Big mood, as the youth say. I told him that I didn't want him to do that and that it meant a great deal to me that we could be honest with each other, and he said 'okay' and that it meant a lot to him as well.

I'll watch for any signs of it anyway. That ridiculous kid.

I'm nervous that he's going to have one of his patented "everything I do is wrong" attacks and do something else drastic, and that could have cascading consequences for other people. What a mess.

I'll try to keep an eye on him as well, though I see him less than you do, naturally. He talked a lot about needing to change. I don't have a very good feeling about it.

He inarguably needs to get some help with his tendency to let his emotions drive the train right off the tracks, which I'm working on. But it'll take time.

Thanks. If you notice anything odd at all don't hesitate to tell me. Please avoid telling Red first, he gets volatile about this sort of thing as you know, but I'll make sure to keep him in the loop. I'm still working on the best time to tell him exactly what MK did. I want MK to be a little more stable before Red learns that he hurt Choco on purpose. In a place to handle the inevitable yelling, you know?

I shall certainly keep you informed. Likewise, if there's anything I can do for him or for you, let me know.

All I need is for him to stop and breathe.

But supporting Choco while I'm popping between her and MK and Cole would be a great help. I don't want her to feel at all neglected.