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Re: Post talk with MK

[castaside]

[ Macaque lets the writing versus art thing drop. Fine, if Donnie can get it to happen, more power to him. ]

I'm no one to judge, I've done it myself. But however much I don't judge MK despite being angry with him, I know where this road ends. Whether I judge him or not, if he keeps it up, especially towards you and Choco, I won't be able to keep him in my life. I explained that to him. He does want to change this about himself, so I hope he can. With help.

Re: Post talk with MK

[othellovonryan]

Of course with help. These power points are only forty percent punishment.

Its an absolute nightmare to figure out how to deal with your brain attacking you with help. I can only imagine how awful it would be without it.

Probably really bad.

It would honestly explain a lot.

Re: Post talk with MK

[castaside]

Let me know when you want to put them together, then. I'll try anything.

It is really bad.

Re: Post talk with MK

[othellovonryan]

I'll compile potential things from the symptoms I do know and we can go over what commonly shows up with those are potential things to watch out for.

Re: Post talk with MK

[castaside]

All right. However you want to organize it.

If you see me shutting down while we work on this, however minimally, definitely say something. I know my own habits too well to overlook that it will probably happen.

Re: Post talk with MK

[othellovonryan]

Shut down?

Are you okay?

Re: Post talk with MK

[castaside]

Not really.

I'm handling it for now, but that could change.

Re: Post talk with MK

[othellovonryan]

What do you need?

Re: Post talk with MK

[castaside]

Time. And for you to prompt me to talk if I start to go quiet.

I have a long history of putting myself aside for the people I love, what they need. It's a habit I'd like to break.

Re: Post talk with MK

[othellovonryan]

I can set up a regular reminder to contact you.

Sometimes I lose track of days, but this way I can track it properly.

Re: Post talk with MK

[castaside]

All right. If you haven't heard from me at all in a while, that's when you should start worrying.

I find it harder to say no to anything you ask of me, or Choco, than others, so that will be to your advantage in keeping me talking.

Re: Post talk with MK

[othellovonryan]

Will do. Do you want a tracker?

There is also the Ninpo. I'm still working on being able to track, but I have been getting better at communicating.