castaside | Heart Game: dreamwalker variety

Looking to understand. To sympathize and help someone he cares about. Lucifer seems like a nice person and he deserves it. Even being the Devil. Also Fuck Heaven indeed. MK smiles and puts it back. Time for that last book now.

Picking up the book, Candid will find that initially Macaque picked it up because of Donnie and Red Son, but finds that it can apply to a lot of the people in his life: MK, Wukong, Lucifer, and Choco.

He has a lot of notes on the sections about touch and fidgets and going nonverbal and different ways to show love that might be easier to take during those times. There are notes in the margins with little ideas about how to react when there's stress happening (which it always seems to).

There are a lot of notes in the pages dealing with depression and attachment.

The frayed pages and use of multiple different pens indicate that he's read this book multiple times.

This one feels heavy. In a good way but still heavy. If he had any insights into the original MK anymore, he'd be tempted to write them down. But that's not a good idea. Especially since it seems when MK is really mad at someone, he cuts them off. Like he's been cut off.

A sobering though.

Still, he smiles softly. It's still so caring and soft. Macaque is funny that way. Hard sometimes. Ruthless others. Dangerous to anyone really. But only when he chooses to be. And soft too, when he wants to be. He sets the book back and gently closes the drawer.

Well...that gives him an idea. He goes to the elevator and hits the call button.

The elevator doors open. It is more than large enough to fit anyone, even accounting for Wash's power armor. It's well-lit and surprisingly modern in addition to being clean and spacious.

On the keypad you will see the following:

LOBBY

Level C

And then there is a small keyhole where you're clearly meant to fill in order to proceed any lower than Level C. It is different than the one that fit the staff before, looking more like an actual key goes in there.

After C is:

Level S

Level S1

Level U

And then another keyhole. And finally:

Level FE

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"Oh. So the keys are back. Okay. Guess that means I only have one option."

He hits Level C.

The doors open at Level C. The construction yard from last time is no more. Instead there's a small, grassy hill with wildflowers growing on and around it. The moon is out despite it being daytime. On the top of the hill, Macaque is sitting with an unopened picnic basket.

"Hi, Candid. Come sit down for a minute."

Candid is pleasantly surprised. He walks up the hill and over to Macaque. He sits down as he's asked.

"Hey. This is really pretty here. How are you?"

"I'm pretty good, all considered." He reaches into the picnic basket. "Something to eat or drink? I can make pretty much whatever you like, but I do fruit the best."

Candid smiles. "I'm glad to hear that. Apricots please? Those sound good right now."

Macaque pulls out four apricots, handing two over to Candid while keeping two for himself. He bites into one.

"I'll bet you're glad this space changed."

Candid takes a nice bite and hums happily. Apricots are so good.

"You have no idea. I was a little worried coming in here. How about you? Are you glad it changed?"

"I am. It wasn't pleasant, what was in here before, but it had to be done. Level C is my conscious self. Before, I was so walled off emotionally that the only way to progress deeper into the heart was to kill my consciousness, metaphorically speaking. Now I'm open to people, at least certain people, exploring down there, so there's no need for all that messiness."

He finishes one apricot and tosses the rest. "My kids and Wash probably did the most to make that happen but all of you had a part in it."

That makes sense. There is a small twinge of something in Candid's chest but it's barely an echo of an emotion. The kids and Wash did a lot of the heavy lifting in the Heart Game. That makes a lot of sense.

"I'm glad it all worked for the better. Even if it was a little horrifying in the moment. ...Would...it be a terrible idea to try and get to that bar area to apologize to your angry self? It's an idea I had and I figure I should ask here since this is your conscious mind and all."

Macaque gets quiet for a short moment.

"My anger isn't exactly reasonable or rational. I'm not sure how it would react to that. It might be too busy trying to kill you to have a conversation. But then, a lot has changed around here. I can't really answer that question well, I'm sorry."

"Okay. I wanted to run it by you. Since if you said hell no, I wouldn't go. I just wanted to try. And if it looks the same, I'll leave before anything happens. Is that an okay plan by you? If not, I just won't go. I wanna make sure."

"If it's important to you, I'm not going to insist. Just please be careful. That's one part of me that I expect hasn't changed much since it's about my past. And I wouldn't do well with my heaart hurting someone I care about."

"First sign of danger, I'm out. Swear to it. I won't go getting myself hurt," Candid smiles and eats his other apricot.

"I care about you too much to let myself get hurt and hurt you. I've hurt you enough for a lifetime."

"All right." Macaque reaches into his picnic basket and pulls out a little golden key.

"That'll work on the elevator. But you can stick around here as long as you like."

Candid takes the key and he smiles wide.

"Thank you. And yeah, I'll stay here for a while. This is too nice to just run off so quickly."

"It is." He reaches into the basket again. "Anything else you want? It doesn't have to be food, I can pull anything out of here."

"Alright. Uuum. Oh! Those cherry candies? The ones that feel like a hug? I know it's food but still. And some water? Oh and a blanket so we can snuggle before I go? I know that might be a lot. Sorry if it is."

Macaque chuckles and pulls out a package of bottomless cherry hug candies, a large bottle of cold water, and a blanket which he fluff out over them both while reeling Candid in with one arm.

"There we go."

Candid smiles wide as he takes the candies and a drink of water. He snuggles close to Macaque and rests his head on his shoulder.

"Oh that's nice. Hmmm. Thank you. For just everything you do for me."

He is pretty cute when he's all snuggly. Macaque gives him a little squeeze.

"I like doing things for you. Especially in here, where not everything is candy and wildflowers."

Candid smiles and sighs happily.

"Heh. I do like that. Not that candy and wildflowers aren't nice too. I do know I should go deeper before I wake up or you do. I know if we stay like this a little while then I'll be ready to head deeper in and can remember this to keep me grounded."

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