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Six-Eared Macaque ([personal profile] castaside) wrote2024-03-05 10:50 am
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[Heart Game] From the ashes we can build

WHO: Macaque, Red Son, Wukong, Korone, Donnie, Cole, Wash
WHAT: Soul fixin'
WHEN: March 9
WHERE: Red Son's house, Blossomcrown
WARNINGS: will be marked
othellovonryan: (It doesn't make sense)

Re: Lobby

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2024-03-07 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
[There is a sob at that, then a plaintive trilling sound, the tears falling harder. Hitting his knees in front of the void, holding the blanket close.]

I'm sorry. I just wanted to help.

I wanted to help you be happy.
othellovonryan: (Its far too much)

Re: Lobby

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2024-03-07 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
[More sad, but also wanting trilling.

"I really want you to keep being my teacher."
othellovonryan: (Please be okay...)

Re: Lobby

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2024-03-07 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
It makes his heart hurt. He still feels absolutely terrible. He doesn't understand. When he fucked up this badly, people didn't really seem to want to deal with him anymore. Why does Macaque? It doesn't make sense.

But...

But he wants it. He wants his teacher. He wants Macaque to care.

There is a soft chirp "Family."
othellovonryan: (Those sad sad eyes)

Re: Lobby

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2024-03-07 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
He knows that feeling. He knows it well. That is a feeling he's always had with his family. Knowing they'll be there. Trusting they'll be there.

God, he misses them.

It pulls another hard sob from him, the shadow blanket pulled close, arms working over his eyes. Family. Stay. Chirping back.
Edited 2024-03-07 18:48 (UTC)
othellovonryan: (need data to calm down)

Re: Lobby

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2024-03-07 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[The blanket is probably best. If he got hugged right now, he would not stop crying for A WHILE.]

[As it is, he can cling to the blanket and try to breathe and force himself to calm. He has a mission. He has a Mission.]

[It'll be a few minutes.]
othellovonryan: (I wanted that too....)

Re: Lobby

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2024-03-07 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sometimes you just need white noise.]

[He does eventually calm down. It takes some minutes, but he manages to put everything together against to stand up.]

[Looking at all the items.]

...they all feel like cheating.

[But]

[The plush coffee cup feels the least amount and its just letting in new people?]

[Right?]

[So he takes that and will put that into the void.]
othellovonryan: (The truest Donatello)

Re: Lobby

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2024-03-07 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yaaaay.]

[Will look around for anything else interesting while people figure out their memories.]
othellovonryan: (The truest Donatello)

Re: Lobby

[personal profile] othellovonryan 2024-03-08 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
[She is definitely having a time.]