Entry tags:
[Heart Game] From the ashes we can build
WHO: Macaque, Red Son, Wukong, Korone, Donnie, Cole, Wash
WHAT: Soul fixin'
WHEN: March 9
WHERE: Red Son's house, Blossomcrown
WARNINGS: will be marked
WHAT: Soul fixin'
WHEN: March 9
WHERE: Red Son's house, Blossomcrown
WARNINGS: will be marked

Re: Elevator
Of course. Catharsis is important.
No more borrowing the fire though.
That isn't safe.
Re: Elevator
... And we'd more than reached that point the first time we killed Nyssa. [ UGH. ] We really thought that was the end of it all, but then there was that thing in the Temple and we found a fragment of her working hard to infect my heart. Ugh. [ UGHHHHHH. ]
[ Ruffles!! Her wings!!! ]
Ha. That's fine. I'm very, very, very grateful you lent it to me, and I don't know if I'd have been able to break through her shields without it, but.
I'm -
I'm okay with being myself, with the power that I have. I just gotta learn to make the most of it.
Re: Elevator
People like her can never be trusted to just stay dead. It always requires being thorough.
The Samadhi Fire is a reality nuke, so its really for the best to be content with your power. Its really only in times where someone is essentially cheating that I really miss having it. My normal fire is usually more than enough.
Re: Elevator
[ self-sacrificial doormat impulses??? ]
Your normal fire is ...
[ ... ]
... Why do I feel like I did something dumb-?
Re: Elevator
Did you do something dumb?
Re: Elevator
[ She knows the kind of people she's surrounded by, okay. ]
Aaaand ... I.
Don't know? [ Rubs her temple. ] Something about your fire. I don't really remember though ...
Re: Elevator
There was a lot of fire. My fire is different from the Samadhi Fire. That is...complicated. Unstable. My fire is fine though. As long as I meditate regularly, its under control.
Re: Elevator
[ ?? ... ? ]
Yeah. Um ... [ Brows furrow. ] It ... feels like I know the difference, because I've felt the difference. And the lines between us ... did get really blurry in there.
I remember feeling like my Summer magic was like a little candle next to your big flamethrower. Ah, not in a bad way? You're a prince with centuries of experience; I'm a nineteen year old human-pigeon who's had fire magic for less than six months. That's where the feeling I did something dumb somewhere is coming from.