castaside | [Heart Game] From the ashes we can build

"Seven-"

Red Son had to pause at that because good LORD, how do you even keep track.

"....well, glad you are definitely exploring yourself." A pause. "I would check how Cole is with diseases if you ever get that far." The one advantage of banging immortals.

Listen, he'll get to the rest of that, BUT SEVEN PEOPLE, MK????

"...Yeah. I made sure to go the guild and get some potions. I'm clean," He said with a small huff. He wasn't that dumb. Not after they talked about it before. Still, he was right. Cole and him were working up to it. They just weren't there. Yet.

"I wasn't in a good place. I'm not proud of it. ...Well I'm a little proud since I ended up keeping up but still."

"Just making sure. Humans were absolutely terrible about that stuff until recently," Red Son said.

"I mean...you had a good time? At least?"

(Apropos of nothing, this hallway leads you have to where you came in at the entrance to the maze. So now you just have to go back to the one void you skipped and fill that in, down Corridor E.)

"I did. During it. After I just felt...kinda empty. You know. That's why I did it. They listened to my rules. No marks. No pictures," Mk explained the rules.

"But it was fun. ...Pretty sure I'd have more fun with the people I care about more. It's more fulfilling when it's you guys."

"Emotions do make it more fulfilling," Red Son said. He is going to check down the parts of B and C. Just to be extra sure they didn't miss anything.

"But rules are good," he said and there's another squeeze.

"Yes, though. About time being a good thing. I know sometimes my 'honest' and 'first reaction' are not always a good one. But by having Bulldozer, I understand you want something honest and I should find what that is, I just don't want it to be the hurtful thing that FEELS right at the time. I think it helps you too in that way, right? When you hear Bulldozer, it makes you stop and actually think about the honest thing and knowing that it is the thing I want to hear? Essentially flipping a switch in your headspace?" Red Son asked.

Mk nodded and followed along with Red Son. He squeezed back and nodded. Rules were good. So were talks with a goddess in a laundromat at super early in the morning. Mk didn't regret doing it by any means. He just wasn't fulfilled. Maybe a little proud seven people were interested in him at once. On top of the face he could walk out of the club the next morning.

"It does. And I know I can ask for time if I need it too. It helps my brain slowdown. I might still get scared...a little. About what I'm saying, feeling, and what you might think. Overall, it helps. I'm glad we have the Bulldozer rule. I think it's been a big help. We can talk. Be honest. Know when we want the other to be honest. And if we gotta wait, then we know. But then we know an answer is coming. I guess I was scared I wouldn't know with Macaque. And that scared me so much."

Red Son nodded. "You might want to organize that with Macaque. And say that out there with him as to why, though now he should understand it a bit more now," he said, looking at Doodleque briefly. "A little communication short cut to kick you into the right headspace."

He reaches up to gently caress MK's cheek. "You can get so worked up so fast. You need the reminder to slow down sometimes. Nothing wrong with that, it just helps in working through things. Especially the important ones. Like Macaque."

MK leaned into the touch and nodded. "I think I will. Yeah. So if I'm going too fast or getting too worked up, he can say something and get me to slow down. You're so smart. You know me so well," MK said and turned to kiss the hand.

Red Son hummed and nodded, lifting up his hand to kiss the back of it. "And maybe something for when you notice he's being cagey and its bothering you. Though probably more a just pause the conversation and try again later. Steps for how deep he's ready to go down the rabbit hole," he said.

He looks around the maze. "This place certainly proves it, doesn't it? He wants to go down the rabbit hole. He just needs some time to get there."

There is nothing else of note in the maze. Just the growing oppressive feeling of loss/uncertainty that grows as you continue back toward the other void which needs to be filled.

"Good point," MK nodded. They'd figure out a word when they got to actually talk. About everything.

"I think we explored it all," MK said and showed his map of the maze. "We can just go fill that void now. Which memory should we use?"

Red Son looked at the map and turns towards the first corridor to head to the void. "...I have been thinking about it," Red Son said, voice soft. "This is...a lot worry and fear of things not going well...but also a lot of it going well. On taking a chance. And there...there is a part of me that wants to be selfish..."

"I put the memory of Macaque realizing he loves me in here," MK reminded and squeezed Red Son's hand.

"Tell me your idea. Why do you think it's selfish?"

"Because he loved you before the surgery," Red Son said quietly. "He's always loved you, in one capacity or another. Things didn't change until after and it feels...like a lot.

"I think he was falling for you before the surgery too," MK said softly. "I really do. If the memory you wanna put in fits the maze, it isn't selfish." Mk knew Red Son was nervous about what came next.

"If we learned anything down here, Macaque has a huge heart. And there is room for you in it. You have your own room and you opened up a room for yourself by being you. Not because of the surgery or him being over Monkey King. Because you are you. And he loves you."

Red Son's grip tightens on MK's arm, leaning more into his side as they walk. "There is room," he said. He can agree on that. Macaque cares a lot more than his cool guy exterior would elude to. "I just don't...don't want to force a change on him. I don't...I don't want to force him to keep me." He would never want to force him.

"I want him to," he said. "I want to keep him too. I don't...want to take his choice away, but what if leaving something out does that too?" He sighed, rubbing at his face. "....what about you, Doodleque?" He asked, looking to the paper. "Would he...would he allow me to be a little selfish?"

Doodleque draws a big heart on his page with red fire coming out of it, and then he nuzzles up against it. He draws a second big heart, this one with strong shadows, and drags it close to the first one so that they're interlinked.

"Looks like Doodleque as spoken. Or drawn," Mk corrected himself and smiled wider. "Macaque wants to keep you too. Like you wanna keep him. Trust it's going to happen. I know you can't just not be afraid for try to remember he wouldn't want you to be."

That is far too cute for his emotional anguish, how is he supposed to take it?

His hair flickers with flames, pressing his face against MK's shoulder.

"...the...the heated tile then, I think. It....I think it would also help keep him open to other love, if he wants," he murmured against MK.

MK ran his fingers through the flickering hair and held Red Son close.

"Then we got the memory we'll use. Let's put it in the void and head back to the elevator."

He nods, taking a shuddering breath. "Okay. Okay," he said and straightens up. "Let's go." Before he loses his nerve.

Double time to the void to toss in the heated tile.

With the heated tile tossed in, the void closes.

"And another void closed! You feeling better, you sexy actor you? Is the warrior feeling good? I hope so," Mk said to the maze as he turned them around to head back toward the entrance of the maze.

"You know. I'm kinda surprised there wasn't like some big shadow monster lurking around we had to run away from. We haven't seen the giant shadow demon yet at all."

"We did have stealthy shadows." He is checking his phone. "Aaaand the kids fought a dragon. Huh, didn't expect that imagery," he said. "Dragon Girl must have left an impression on him."

"Maybe its because Macaque has been so focused on keeping us safe. Trying to keep the worst of the big guns out. Probably why the ice has been fairly contained. He's really looking out for us."

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