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[Heart Game] From the ashes we can build
WHO: Macaque, Red Son, Wukong, Korone, Donnie, Cole, Wash
WHAT: Soul fixin'
WHEN: March 9
WHERE: Red Son's house, Blossomcrown
WARNINGS: will be marked
WHAT: Soul fixin'
WHEN: March 9
WHERE: Red Son's house, Blossomcrown
WARNINGS: will be marked

Re: Level FE - IC
… Oh, there's no way she can let this slide without doing everything she can to help. Doesn't matter that speaking out will give her away. She'll just have to get out of dodge really, really fast. ]
This is hurting him. It has been hurting him for a long, long time. And we all know, he knows, that trying to deny the pain he's in isn't going to help him truly heal and move on. [ She gets moving the moment she's said her piece, light-footed and swift. ]
Re: Level FE - IC
"What would you know, child? You only just met him. You barely know him, and he's told you so little about himself. He hasn't mentioned all the times that he hurt others and enjoyed it. If you could see those pieces of his past, it would about make you sick."
Re: Level FE - IC
[ - snorts ]
[ okay, no, sorry, she outright laughs ]
Oh, you can fuck right off with that melodramatic nonsense. The past informs; it doesn't define. [ KEEPS MOVING, because as funny as that was, ending up as paste wouldn't be ] Not unless we let it.
I think it's safe to say … that he doesn't want to let it. He wants to find acceptance, for himself and for and with others. He wants to be able to feel his feelings, to reach out and meet in the middle, to love and be loved, even when it's fucking terrifying.
And, you know what?
We'll be there to meet him.
We'll be there to reach back, and remind him that he doesn't have to struggle alone. As many times as it takes.
[ GETTING OUT OF DODGE INTENSIFIES. ]
Re: Level FE - IC
Your ring shines at we'll be there to reach back, and remind him that he doesn't have to struggle alone. As many times as it takes. Seems like that is effective.
"And what is it that you think you can do? You're too fragile to hold yourself together, every little thing makes you jump or crumple."
Re: Level FE - IC
We're stronger together. [ Firmly, with the kind of conviction that burns. ] Anatawa hitorijanai. You are not alone. He isn't alone, and every single person here will fight tooth and nail to be there when he needs us.
That's what it means to be family. That's what it means to be - [ a chirp, macaque's: home ]
[ Another dodge! ]
Re: Level FE - IC
The chirp that sounds back is grating and sneering: abandonment.
And the series of attacks it launches Korone's way is devastating, or would be without her shield. Three miss, but one hits dead on the money, so hard that her shield will leave a sizeable dent in the ground as it's entirely splattered with blood. Good thing there's no more cast limit!
Re: Level FE - IC
[ It's also a good thing that Korone is used to fighting for her life; she's used to working through pain, heartache, and fear. This isn't the first time she's squared up to someone who could annihilate her where she stands. It won't be the last. ]
You aren't protecting him. You're holding him back. This - you ... this isn't what he wanted. This isn't what he or Donnie set out to do. And we're all here, fighting alongside him, because he trusts us and believes that we can make it through to the other side. All of us, together. [ She dodges back again, trying to switch up any patterns in movement so she's less predictable, with a little extra speed from her Wild City powers to boot.
Her magic has been finicky ever since they started hitting the lower levels. It wouldn't surprise her if the Blood King could smash through if he landed a hard enough hit. ]
Re: Level FE - IC
Bloodkong starts using horizontal strikes instead of vertical ones to clear more space, and one of them strikes the shield so hard that it'll send Korone flying, though she'll be unharmed.
"Donnie didn't know what he was doing. He was just so desperate for approval that he did it without thinking. And you, you're so desperate for a parent figure that you never stopped to think whether it would be good for him to become one. Selfish, the both of you."
Re: Level FE - IC
She'll try to keep that in mind going forward.
Just as she's keeping in mind that this specter is very specifically going for the throat with every single thing he says. ]
You say selfish like it's a bad thing. [ Her thoughts flash back to Donnie, months and months ago, stitching her back together and reminding her that he'd be more upset with her hiding her hurts than he would be over her asking for help. ] It doesn't have to be. There is nothing wrong with wanting to reach out to others and to have others reach out to you. Donnie chose to help when he was asked to, and here he is, still choosing it, choosing it with his whole heart and soul, because he loves Macaque. Same for me. I chose him, and he chose me. We chose each other. Every step we take into the future, every choice we make -
It's with each other in mind. Because that's part of what it means to be a family. We're not giving up on him and we know he'd never give up on us.
[ She adds an extra layer to the shield and keeps on moving, putting some distance between herself and her adversary. ]
Re: Level FE - IC
"He might have chosen you, but what he really wants and needs is Wukong. And that ship sailed centuries ago." Seems like it's conceding the point about family, but that's not what the block was there to do.
Re: Level FE - IC
The vicious strikes against her shield leave her shaken and stirred, but still — thank every star in every sky — not hurt. She can still do this. She hopes. She hopes she can help, and she's certainly not about to back down now. She grits her teeth and keeps at it, letting her heart and the light of the ring guide her. ]
He wants to be happy!
And we want that for him, too! That's all we want — for Macaque to be happy!
Re: Level FE - IC
Bloodkong seems to lose track of her in between the shaken-and-stirred and when she speaks next, since she's saying less words there are less points of tracking to help him zero in. So he strikes uselessly at the ground a few times and then manages to get a glancing blow against her shield with his final strike.
"Better to have a void than to be in misery."
Re: Level FE - IC
[ Keep moving, Korone, keep moving! It's hard to find the balance between using her words (the best, the only weapon they really have here) and not turning herself into a sitting duck for him to whale on. But all she can do is try. ]
We can't take his feelings away from him, but we can help him work through them. We can support him, help him heal, and make sure he feels heard, seen, and loved with all our hearts.
Re: Level FE - IC
"You'll leave him eventually. Just like everyone always has."
Re: Level FE - IC
For as long as I live, for as long as I draw breath, I will never stop fighting for him, and to be with him.
CLEAR
"You sound awfully sure of that," it says. It's tone measured and cautious instead of hissing and caustic.
"Just be sure he won't regret this."
And with that, Korone's portion of Bloodkong dissolves into red mist.
Re: CLEAR
Speaking of needing an assist, she scoots around the fighting to check on the fallen Macaque. ]
Re: CLEAR