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Six-Eared Macaque ([personal profile] castaside) wrote2024-03-05 10:50 am
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[Heart Game] From the ashes we can build

WHO: Macaque, Red Son, Wukong, Korone, Donnie, Cole, Wash
WHAT: Soul fixin'
WHEN: March 9
WHERE: Red Son's house, Blossomcrown
WARNINGS: will be marked
noodleboi: (S4 Human - Nightmare fuel)

Re: Level FE - IC

[personal profile] noodleboi 2024-03-23 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
"Maybe I don't think about things like I should! You're right but I know why I'm here! His eyes widen at the blood him! That was so creepy! And then it was talking and MK felt his heart starting to race. He was sweating as his breathing became heavier. Korone's voice rang out.

"I'm TRYING!" He yelled back as he raised the shield. "I want Macaque to be happy! He can't be if he can't feel things. And it's spreading. It's tearing his soul apart! I'll do whatever it takes, in here and out there. I just want him to be happy! To know that we all accept him no matter what!"
noodleboi: (S4 Human - Roar)

Re: Level FE - IC

[personal profile] noodleboi 2024-03-23 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
MK couldn't tell if this was better or worse than before. More voices and one of them was his. He kept his shield up and blocked the incoming strikes.

"I'm sorry! I didn't want to push him into being someone or something else! I just wanted to be closer. I didn't want to lose him. I know I messed up! But I know he doesn't want this! He doesn't want to feel nothing. He doesn't want to not feel this anymore!"

MK dug in his heels and waited for another strike from Bloodkong. Then he slashed at him again with the dagger, even if it left him open for an attack from his bloodself.

"Macaque did this because he wanted us all to be happy! He did this because he wanted to be able to be happy with all of us. And we want that for him. We're going to help him be happy when he can feel everything again. I'm not going to push. I'll apologize for pushing and I'll make sure to figure out what I want. But we can't do that if he can't feel anything at all!"
noodleboi: (S4 Human - THNX MACAQUE)

Re: Level FE - IC

[personal profile] noodleboi 2024-03-23 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
MK growled now.

"I know I'm a mess! If you were really me, you'd already know that!" He barked and sliced off the arm. Oh. Oh that was unsettling and didn't help his growing panic attack. Which he was trying desperately to smother with anything he could think of. Indignant rage? Probably not the best idea but who said MK had good ideas? Everyone. Ever. Dammit. He needed to get in control.

"I don't know where we're gonna end up! Okay! But I know I want to be close. And he said I'm not! Have I thought about it? Yeah! But Macaque says I'm not and I'm going to believe him. No more doubt. No more second guessing. I believe Macaque and I want him to be happy. No matter what! I want to be happy with him. In whatever way we do and what we choose!"
noodleboi: (S3 Human - We can fight together)

Re: Level FE - IC

[personal profile] noodleboi 2024-03-23 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"I might not know what I don't want. Sure! I get that. But I do know what I want for Macaque. I want him to be happy. I want him to be able to smile, be accepted, and know no matter what we end up being that I'm here. I'm not going anywhere! I'm his North Star and I want to help him be happy in anyway I can. No matter what. I know that much! And that's what I'm going to do!"
noodleboi: (S3 Human - Went right through me)

Re: CLEAR

[personal profile] noodleboi 2024-03-24 12:06 am (UTC)(link)
MK blinked as they disappeared.

The prove us wrong.

"I'll try."